Medication does bugger-all to stop this happening. I work so hard on being positive and get really pissed off when this bloody depression keeps trying to drag me down.
- Mood:
frustrated
| You Are "How Are You?" |
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disappointed
If I haven't commented for a while, that's the reason.
I'm thinking that I might prune my friends list too as I feel that maybe I don't have much in common with some of them. I need to give this some serious thought.
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pensive
Your result for Which fantasy writer are you?...
Susan Cooper (b. 1935)
13 High-Brow, -13 Violent, -7 Experimental and -13 Cynical!

Congratulations! You are High-Brow, Peaceful, Traditional and Romantic! These concepts are defined below.
Though born in England, Susan Cooper currently lives in the United States. She is most well-known for her The Dark Is Rising sequence, which has received substantial critical acclaim, the second book (also called The Dark Is Rising) in the series winning a Newbury Honor and the fourth book (The Grey King) being awarded the Newbury Medal, one of the world's most prestigious awards for children's literature. The series is one of the finest examples of contemporary fantasy: the kind of fantasy where magic happens in an actually existing place. The Dark Is Rising is set in Britain, where two common themes of fantasy are combined; that of a magic world parallel to ours, which later became so popular with the Harry Potter books and that of ordinary British school-children playing a role in the struggle between Good and Evil, which had earlier been explored by C S Lewis.
Cooper manages to use the idiom of traditional children books to tell a tale of epic proportions, as evil beings from Celtic legends appear on Earth to do battle with the Old Ones, a secret society of people with magic powers. She is also able to combine this rather romantic vision with important messages, the compassion of one of the children being vital to the cause of Good at one point in the story. In Cooper's world, what you think and do matters on a grand scale, a message children and adults alike should take to their hearts.
You are also a lot like Ursula K Le Guin.
If you want some action, try China MiƩville.
If you'd like a challenge, try your exact opposite, Lian Hearn.
Your score
This is how to interpret your score: Your attitudes have been measured on four different scales, called 1) High-Brow vs. Low-Brow, 2) Violent vs. Peaceful, 3) Experimental vs. Traditional and 4) Cynical vs. Romantic. Imagine that when you were born, you were in a state of innocence, a tabula rasa who would have scored zero on each scale. Since then, a number of circumstances (including genetical, cultural and environmental factors) have pushed you towards either end of these scales. If you're at 45 or -45 you would be almost entirely cynical, low-brow or whatever. The closer to zero you are, the less extreme your attitude. However, you should always be more of either (eg more romantic than cynical). Please note that even though High-Brow, Violent, Experimental and Cynical have positive numbers (1 through 45) and their opposites negative numbers (-1 through -45), this doesn't mean that either quality is better. All attitudes have their positive and negative sides, as explained below.
High-Brow vs. Low-Brow
You received 13 points, making you more High-Brow than Low-Brow. Being high-browed in this context refers to being more fascinated with the sort of art that critics and scholars tend to favour, rather than the best-selling kind. At their best, high-brows are cultured, able to appreciate the finer nuances of literature and not content with simplifications. At their worst they are, well, snobs.
Violent vs. Peaceful
You received -13 points, making you more Peaceful than Violent. This scale is a measurement of a) if you are tolerant to violence in fiction and b) whether you see violence as a means that can be used to achieve a good end. If you aren't, and you don't, then you are peaceful as defined here. At their best, peaceful people are the ones who encourage dialogue and understanding as a means of solving conflicts. At their worst, they are standing passively by as they or third parties are hurt by less scrupulous individuals.
Experimental vs. Traditional
You received -7 points, making you more Traditional than Experimental. Your position on this scale indicates if you're more likely to seek out the new and unexpected or if you are more comfortable with the familiar, especially in regards to culture. Note that traditional as defined here does not equal conservative, in the political sense. At their best, traditional people don't change winning concepts, favouring storytelling over empty poses. At their worst, they are somewhat narrow-minded.
Cynical vs. Romantic
You received -13 points, making you more Romantic than Cynical. Your position on this scale indicates if you are more likely to be wary, suspicious and skeptical to people around you and the world at large, or if you are more likely to believe in grand schemes, happy endings and the basic goodness of humankind. It is by far the most vaguely defined scale, which is why you'll find the sentence "you are also a lot like x" above. If you feel that your position on this scale is wrong, then you are probably more like author x. At their best, romantic people are optimistic, willing to work for a good cause and an inspiration to their peers. At their worst, they are easily fooled and too easily lead.
I will miss her very much.
Also, today it is exactly 25 years since my mother died in 1984.
- Mood:
sad - Music:Songbird - Eva Cassidy
Wow! I felt like a child let loose in a sweetie shop - there were hundreds of cacti and succulents. I told myself I wouldn't buy more than four ...... but ended up buying nine - Oh well! I picked mostly those that were in flower so that I could photograph them and start learning more about them.
I was also amazed to find that there is a branch of the British Cacti and Succulent Society that meets once a month very near where I live so I'm going to go along to that and hope to learn lots more.
Here are a couple of pictures of the little haul I bought on Wednesday.
I'm hoping to go for another visit very soon!!!
- Mood:
excited
You are Deanna Troi
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You are a caring and loving individual. You understand people's emotions and you are able to comfort and counsel them. ![]() |
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satisfied
- Mood:
good
I had Tasha with me and she was off sniffing everything but coming back to me every few minutes for strokes - she's always more affectionate when we're in the garden for some reason.
Then two Speckled Wood butterflies appeared, doing a frenzied mating dance - it was totally mesmerizing, especially when they came close to me and danced around my head - absolutely magical! I sat watching them for some time and felt as though I was in paradise.
And then . . . . my next door neighbour started mowing his bloody lawn. Grrrrrr!!!!
Totally shattered the mood and drove me indoors again.
- Location:Indoors
- Mood:
aggravated
I want to warn anyone growing lilies to be on the lookout for these little devils as they will eat all the lily leaves in no time and you will be left without any lilies this year.
Here is the offending little pest - pretty, I know, but deadly to lilies.
You have been warned!
I've posted this entry on to the GARDENING COMMUNITY as well.
I realise my reaction may have been over the top. I am not a violent person but I was feeling extremely distressed and this post just blew my fuse and I wanted to hurt him in a way he had hurt that rabbit. It was made worse by the fact that I had just signed in to LJ and clicked onto my friends list and there it was, in my face straight away.
Under normal circumstances I am very happy for men to keep their testicles intact!
- Mood:
drained
This is revolting and disgusting and I don't want to see it.
What can I do?????????????
HELP HELP HELP
Edited: It was by a person called "Churchpriest" and put on the CrocheCrochet community. Totally sick, sick, sick bastard.
Years ago I saw a film called "The Devils" where the character played by Oliver Reed had his genitals smashed by hammers - I'd like to do this to "churchpriest" who really deserves worse.
It had been a white pet rabbit and was prsumably killed and tortured by this person.
This is my first encounter with such a sick, twisted SHIT. I sincerely hope it's the last.
- Mood:
angry
| You Are a Jaguar |
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Simply put, I'm not really doing anything of consequence at the moment. For every five minutes of activity I have to have about half an hour of rest - that is when I'm not falling asleep for hours at a time. It feels like having chronic fatigue syndrome from scratch - all over again.
I really don't know how I would manage without online shopping for getting my grocery and cat food supplies etc. I tried going out the other day to the shops and fainted, so got nothing done there. I'm reluctant to try that again any time soon. I wish I had someone to help me but at least I've got my computer.
I just hope that things improve soon.
- Mood:
blah
I have a hacking cough, I can hardly breathe and I feel faint and dizzy when I stand up, but worst of all is that I am BORED because I can do nothing much at all. Added to which, the antibiotics I was given are making me feel nauseous too.
LJ is keeping me sane. Thank you all for giving me interesing things to read and lovely pictures to look at.
- Mood:
crappy
My little clump of miniature daffodils are in full bloom and looking delightful. There are bees buzzing everywhere and I have plenty of Pulmonaria and Red Deadnettle flowers for them to feed on. Primroses in bloom all over the place as well as the pretty golden Lesser Celandine.
There are spiders basking in the sun and the last of the frogs are spawning.
I know I've said it before but I do so love spring!
- Mood:
bouncy



